Hello, I understand how you feel. When I joined Bedrock Mineplex, I was not very good at it. I could not PvP well at the beginning, and I lost many times. But as I progressed, I thought which game would make me passionate, such as skywars (I played cake wars also, but not very often). I recommend using windows 10 computer to play Bedrock because the mobile devices are much harder to play. Hope it helps!