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Thenorn
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    1. Thenorn
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      ngl i miss the excitement of trainee acceptance parties, shame they were too late for me back then

      mineplex was fun :)
    2. Thenorn
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      who likes pencils?
      1. BubbleBear1
        BubbleBear1
        May 7, 2022
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        me!
    3. Thenorn
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      2 years since resignation from staff

      It is safe to say that the day from which two years had passed yesterday, is one of the worse ones in the calendar of my life. All throughout 2020, I did things I am not very proud of. Towards the end of the year I think it stopped worsening and started changing for the better.

      That isn't to say that for the past year and a half, I've been perfect. I had more setbacks than I can count, crises were abundant but at least I have moved somewhere. The same goes for today. I feel like I am now, for a change, a person, not a falling ghost.

      As nostalgia no longer holds its grip and my spirit feels renewed, it is time to continue down this path and live some more.​
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      2. Dallarth
        Dallarth
        Apr 7, 2022
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        Aleksandar never sleeps
      3. Thenorn
        Thenorn
        Apr 7, 2022
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        :O
      4. ItsMeTanish
        ItsMeTanish
        Apr 23, 2022
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        Remember, you are always not alone :)
    4. Thenorn
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      Top 15 Anime Bruh Moments, Number 7 Will Surprise You (Dab Alert!!!!)
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      2. CatFan105
        CatFan105
        Mar 30, 2022
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        My most recent poem (besides one that was just my thoughts on the state of mineplelx) was actuwlly free verse, in kind of a symbolic way
        Insanity

        Hearing myself speak
        Is like listening to the ramblings
        Of a madman.
        Speaking on and on
        And sometimes barely at all
        And yet no matter what I say
        No message is conveyed.
        Right as I need it most
        The rhythm
        The conformity
        The constance
        Leaves me
        Leaving me to free verse
        Rambling alone in the dark
        All on my own
        All, all alone
        I try to keep some sort of balance
        But it all falls apart
        Nothing but the incoherent ramblings
        Of one that has gone insane,
        That has seen too much,
        Heard too much,
        Felt too much.
        Been through too much.
        Nothing more.
        Nothing less.
        Nothing
        but the silent screaming
        Of insanity.
        They say insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different outcome.
        They say insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting
        They say insanity is doing the same thing over and over again
        They say insanity is doing the same thing over and over again
        They say insanity is doing the same thing over and over again
        They say insanity is doing the same thing over and over again
        They say insanity is doing the same thing over and over again
        They say insanity is doing the same thing over and over again
        … And expecting something to happen.
        Some response.
        But there is none.
        There is nothing.
        Nothing
        But the silent screaming
        Of insanity.
      3. Thenorn
        Thenorn
        Apr 4, 2022
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        I've been there tbh. Those loops that are incredibly difficult to escape are all too familiar. Your poetry is pretty good btw, better than most that I read online, and I'm quite picky when it comes to my tastes.
      4. CatFan105
        CatFan105
        Apr 4, 2022
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        Thanks
        I also just thought if something recently, although it isn't really poetry

        Some people say, "the world 8s your oyster"
        I prefer to say "you are its pearl"
        A pearl is created when sand or something gets inside of an oyster, and in an effort to get rid of the irritant, the oyster layers the sand with the same material that its shell is made out of.
        The world, like an oyster, may see you as just a pain or an irritant.
        But the people who can take a step back, see the whole picture can appreciate you for who you truly are, and know that you are beautiful.
        I'll have to refine it a bit, but I thinks 8t's a pretty nice quote, especially for one that came to me while I was taking a shower.
    5. CatFan105
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      You still here?
      1. Thenorn
        Thenorn
        Mar 25, 2022
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        noscoping normies in the dark
      2. CatFan105
        CatFan105
        Mar 25, 2022
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        I see
    6. Thenorn
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      I am an active user of forums

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      1. CatFan105
        CatFan105
        Feb 25, 2022
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        like some of the best posts are
      2. Thenorn
        Thenorn
        Feb 26, 2022
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        Tbf the one in the middle was actually good, I suggested op to develop a good anti-cheat, I think we can all agree it would be nice
    7. Thenorn
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      far from reality's railways
      dream into the endless night
      time disintegrates at your gaze
      and our bodies turn to light

      colors and sounds from another dimension
      merge with our consciousness
      providing eternal inspiration
      for when we become formless

      we are the sound of symphonies
      emanating from beyond our sight
      finally free from earthly boundaries
      our souls will dissipate into light
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      2. CatFan105
        CatFan105
        Mar 5, 2022
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        Got back into it
        Wrote another poem

        Narrow Path

        I walk alone on a narrow pathway,
        Trying my hardest to keep my footing.
        I try my best to walk straight, and not stray,
        But such is a battle I seem to be losing.

        This world’s bright and simple distractions
        Try almost successfully to lead me off-track.
        To the thought of simple inaction
        I find myself unable to fight back.

        I feel myself slowly falling away,
        And right myself, my strength slowly depleting.
        My mind fails, my sanity starts to fray
        My wisdom and conscious thought receding.

        Finally, I pause, and look around,
        To endless darkness. My eyes stray down
        And my feet begin to sink into the ground
        For there is no pathway to be found.

        And I let go
        And close my eyes.
        And trust in the only power I can
        To guide me.
      3. CatFan105
        CatFan105
        Mar 6, 2022
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        And I did some free verse
        First time I've done it
        I like rhythm, but it does give it a certain quality, especially the way I did it
      4. flowtides
        flowtides
        Mar 21, 2022
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        nice word choice
    8. Thenorn
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      Dansa med oss
      Klappa era händer
      Gör som vi gör
      Ta några steg åt vänster
      Lyssna och lär
      Missa inte chansen
      Nu är vi här med
      Caramelldansen​
    9. ItsMeTanish
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      Pencil ASMR when.
      (also your 100th follower I'll cry if someone unfollows you)
      1. Thenorn
        Thenorn
        Feb 13, 2022
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        a lot of people have been the 100th

        pencil asmr? getting a good mic for that rn
      2. ItsMeTanish
        ItsMeTanish
        Feb 13, 2022
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        yessir
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      1. CatFan105
        CatFan105
        Feb 6, 2022
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        8ve been slightly obsessed with weary traveler by Jordan st cyr for a bit now
        Don't know why, but 8t8ta nice song
    11. Thenorn
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      we should strive to be as free from the materialistic and as rich in the spiritual as we can

      rationality is not always the correct way to go about approaching something, because some things are simply better when seen through the lens of subjectivity

      wealth should only be used to further our freedom and search for beauty

      love is divine
      1. CatFan105
        CatFan105
        Feb 5, 2022
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        Somewuqt back to your old self, I see =)
      2. Thenorn
        Thenorn
        Feb 6, 2022
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        yeah sometimes i go crazy lol just give me a few days and i'll return
    12. Thenorn
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      i've lost my mind
      1. CatFan105
        CatFan105
        Feb 3, 2022
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        Agreed.
      2. Thenorn
        Thenorn
        Feb 4, 2022
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        it happens all the time
    13. Thenorn
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      1. CatFan105
        CatFan105
        Feb 2, 2022
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        No
        you did not
        He is still active
        So clearly he hasn't been absorbed
        I think
      2. Thenorn
        Thenorn
        Feb 3, 2022
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        he will be boiled soon inshallah
    14. Thenorn
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      1. Thenorn
        Thenorn
        Jan 31, 2022
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        forum mods, delete this for unnecessary post, i dare you
      2. CatFan105
        CatFan105
        Jan 31, 2022
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        Why...
      3. Thenorn
        Thenorn
        Feb 1, 2022
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        because massive long absorbing!
    15. Thenorn
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      thenorn has a cucumber!!!!
    16. Thenorn
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      the collapse of thenorn
      the rise of pencillover123
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      2. Thenorn
        Thenorn
        Jan 26, 2022
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        such as?
      3. CatFan105
        CatFan105
        Jan 26, 2022
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        Regular wisdom
        You seem to have gone somewhat insane
      4. Thenorn
        Thenorn
        Jan 26, 2022
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        when the thenorn is insane :O *sprinkles pieces of pencil wood on my lasagna*
    17. Thenorn
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      when the pencil is sharp: *excited thenorn noises*
    18. Thenorn
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      when the forum is down
      1. CatFan105
        CatFan105
        Jan 16, 2022
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        indeed
    19. Thenorn
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      Mineplex when the lag

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    20. Thenorn
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      2021 Recapped

      On a rather ordinary day, in late June, I took a late afternoon walk. It was the half-way point of the year, the time when you can see the sun well after 8pm.

      Walking the small roads of some hill, I was thinking about how boring the year had been thus far. The last major events of any kind in my life happened 9 or so months prior to that moment. I was hoping for a change, of any sort.

      What I wasn't aware of is that one of the biggest changes in my life had just started.

      The time since then has been riddled with continuous shifts in my mindset and my environment. Instead of reminiscing on memories like before, this time life didn't stay the same for long periods of time before bringing forth another radical shift.

      Perhaps the most significant of these changes is that I am no longer part of any religion. Changes regarding my identity also took place.

      As for Mineplex, I originally wished to quit the network as a whole in September. I prepared a document that most former staff members write after a resignation/demotion, and I waited for the right moment. In the end though, I stayed because of a friend.

      Playing a bit more often on the server without being a staff member allowed me to have fun that I didn't have before. I am generally not the kind of person to suck up to any authority, nor someone who likes to enforce rules. I prefer the freedom to do what I think is right.

      With that said, I enter 2022 as an active player here after all. Well aware that the server may shut down at some point due to a lack of players, but entirely content with it.

      Happy belated New Year,
      Thenorn
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      2. CatFan105
        CatFan105
        Jan 2, 2022
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        Wow, that's a lot
        Yeah, 2021 was very chaotic
        Not a good ryear in many ways
        But there were some things that I liked about it.
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    i used to pen, now i pencil


    Rank History

    Member - 02/06/15
    Legend - 16/08/15
    Titan - 26/10/15
    Trainee - 16/06/17 (#HeavenlyBatch)
    Moderator - 09/09/17
    Titan - 19/12/17 (Resigned)
    Eternal - 06/10/19
    Trainee - 12/10/19 (#ThatOneTAPBatch)
    Moderator - 15/12/19
    Eternal - 04/04/20 (Resigned)
    Immortal - 01/12/20 - 01/01/21

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