ngl i miss the excitement of trainee acceptance parties, shame they were too late for me back then

mineplex was fun :)

who likes pencils?

2 years since resignation from staff

It is safe to say that the day from which two years had passed yesterday, is one of the worse ones in the calendar of my life. All throughout 2020, I did things I am not very proud of. Towards the end of the year I think it stopped worsening and started changing for the better.

That isn't to say that for the past year and a half, I've been perfect. I had more setbacks than I can count, crises were abundant but at least I have moved somewhere. The same goes for today. I feel like I am now, for a change, a person, not a falling ghost.

As nostalgia no longer holds its grip and my spirit feels renewed, it is time to continue down this path and live some more.​

Top 15 Anime Bruh Moments, Number 7 Will Surprise You (Dab Alert!!!!)

You still here?

I am an active user of forums

far from reality's railways
dream into the endless night
time disintegrates at your gaze
and our bodies turn to light

colors and sounds from another dimension
merge with our consciousness
providing eternal inspiration
for when we become formless

we are the sound of symphonies
emanating from beyond our sight
finally free from earthly boundaries
our souls will dissipate into light

Dansa med oss
Klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör
Ta några steg åt vänster
Lyssna och lär
Missa inte chansen
Nu är vi här med
Caramelldansen​

Pencil ASMR when.
(also your 100th follower I'll cry if someone unfollows you)

https://www.mineplex.com/threads/what-is-your-favorite-music-album-and-why.172514/

my list nowadays would be the same except my two favorite albums are now periphery iv and periphery iii

we should strive to be as free from the materialistic and as rich in the spiritual as we can

rationality is not always the correct way to go about approaching something, because some things are simply better when seen through the lens of subjectivity

wealth should only be used to further our freedom and search for beauty

love is divine

i've lost my mind

i absorbed @BubbleBear1

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thenorn has a cucumber!!!!

the collapse of thenorn
the rise of pencillover123

when the pencil is sharp: *excited thenorn noises*

when the forum is down

Mineplex when the lag

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2021 Recapped

On a rather ordinary day, in late June, I took a late afternoon walk. It was the half-way point of the year, the time when you can see the sun well after 8pm.

Walking the small roads of some hill, I was thinking about how boring the year had been thus far. The last major events of any kind in my life happened 9 or so months prior to that moment. I was hoping for a change, of any sort.

What I wasn't aware of is that one of the biggest changes in my life had just started.

The time since then has been riddled with continuous shifts in my mindset and my environment. Instead of reminiscing on memories like before, this time life didn't stay the same for long periods of time before bringing forth another radical shift.

Perhaps the most significant of these changes is that I am no longer part of any religion. Changes regarding my identity also took place.

As for Mineplex, I originally wished to quit the network as a whole in September. I prepared a document that most former staff members write after a resignation/demotion, and I waited for the right moment. In the end though, I stayed because of a friend.

Playing a bit more often on the server without being a staff member allowed me to have fun that I didn't have before. I am generally not the kind of person to suck up to any authority, nor someone who likes to enforce rules. I prefer the freedom to do what I think is right.

With that said, I enter 2022 as an active player here after all. Well aware that the server may shut down at some point due to a lack of players, but entirely content with it.

Happy belated New Year,
Thenorn​