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I_Am_Icqrus
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    1. I_Am_Icqrus
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      Today marks two years since my batch was accepted as trainees. It was the most exciting evening of my life and definitely one of the better ones as I shouted "YES!" with pure excitement as my interviewer MisiLica announced my name. I was really happy at that time, but as I said in the previous post, it didn't all go so well after that. In fact, I had to resign six months later because I couldn't convince my mother that I need a faster internet connection to continue moderating (we're still stuck with the same old garbage, which is at this point even worse). Because this community genuinely made me happy, this only sped up my steady fall into depression and right now I'm battling both depression and anxiety, a common deadly duo - sometimes even literally deadly. Luckily it's pretty minor and is said that it mostly stems from some sort of blockades inside my head. I do have faith in the future though, even if it doesn't bring me back here. There are quite a few plans in my mind so everything should be fine concerning my health.

      I really have to commend Breeze for being a mentor to an unstable underage trainee, MisiLica for interviewing me, ProtonOrange for mentoring/monitoring while I was a moderator, but also my batchies and several other good people who made my time on the staff team a fun time. Seriously, it even brings tears to my eyes, I do wish I never left.
      I'm writing this tired and I should probably be going to sleep, but whatever.
    2. I_Am_Icqrus
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      Life is a wild rollercoaster ride, and four years of it has as of today been Mineplex - in one way or another. These years have flown by so fast, especially since the beginning of my Mineplex experience coincided with another event that turned my life upside down, the move away from the place where I spent my entire childhood.

      12/06/2015 would be the date when I joined the Mineplex forums, which marked my entry into this amazing community. I first logged on some ten days earlier.

      That same summer, in August, I would submit my first trainee application, still as an 11 year old. The financial situation in my family has since worsened, and I currently don't even have the equipment to be active on MP. That could change in the near future though as I am now eligible to have a job. I hope Mineplex makes it long enough so I can have a proper return, if school allows me to lol. Anyways, that is the current situation, just thought this would be a good enough day to make a post.
      1. coralines
        coralines
        Jun 12, 2019 at 3:35 PM
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        I wish you the best of luck with everything, you deserve it
    3. I_Am_Icqrus
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      With school over in less than a week, I'm most likely returning to Mineplex for the summer. Depending on how that goes, I might stay for longer than that.
      1. Vocaloiid
        Vocaloiid
        Jun 8, 2019
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        OwO
    4. I_Am_Icqrus
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      It was exactly two years ago when the biggest surprise of my life arrived very unexpectedly - the age requirement bypass for the trainee position. I was on the verge of becoming the stereotypical Castle Assault player and my mental health wasn't the best either. The summer of 2017, at least online, turned out to be a really nice one. Tried applying again about 7-8 months ago but it turns out being honest doesn't really appeal to Recruitment that much. After all, I'm definitely not the same person anymore and although I enjoyed the process back then, it's easier to stay as a summer player without online responsibilities alongside real life ones.
      1. BreezeBlockss
        BreezeBlockss
        May 23, 2019
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        2 years ago omg :o
    5. I_Am_Icqrus
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    6. I_Am_Icqrus
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      Just another monthly post. I'm alive and well. Not sure about the latter though.
    7. I_Am_Icqrus
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      I was just browsing YouTube and found a pretty emotional video with the C419 (or whatever it's called) Minecraft music, and with one of the best comment sections ever. I could assure myself that the commenters were all OG when I could stumble upon comments such as "This makes me want to play Mineplex". And voilà, it still exists. But I don't. :P
    8. I_Am_Icqrus
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      Valentines day hmmmm
    9. I_Am_Icqrus
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      Bananas are fantastic
      1. PapiKirito
        PapiKirito
        Jan 28, 2019
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        true
      2. I_Am_Icqrus
        I_Am_Icqrus
        Apr 7, 2019
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        Taking back this statement - bananas are not fantastic, one just squished all over my backpack.
    10. I_Am_Icqrus
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      It is that special day once again - may every brother in Christianity have a blessed Christmas. Nonetheless I hope that everyone, including those who are not theist, find Christ in their lives. This day is a perfect start.
      1. Cheezeburgerfan
        Cheezeburgerfan
        Dec 25, 2018
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        Well said! May you have a merry Christmas too!
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    12. I_Am_Icqrus
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      I wouldn't miss this place, I thought. But I may have been wrong...
    13. I_Am_Icqrus
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      It's all dark... there's nothing left, everything is gone...
    14. I_Am_Icqrus
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      My life has just become very interesting.
      1. PapiKirito
        PapiKirito
        Nov 21, 2018
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        my life has been one long exp grind
    15. I_Am_Icqrus
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      I'm sick and tired of all boys in my class talking about a particular topic in November. Smh
      1. coralines
        coralines
        Nov 3, 2018
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        You aren’t in many discord servers then lol, that’s all it has been about for the past 3 days
      2. I_Am_Icqrus
        I_Am_Icqrus
        Nov 3, 2018
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        @coralines Yeah I'm not around on discord too much but it's all so sudden and it makes me very uncomfortable.
      3. coralines
        coralines
        Nov 3, 2018
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        I getchu fam
    16. I_Am_Icqrus
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      No longer a "new member" according to the site. c':
    17. I_Am_Icqrus
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      So after drowning in school here I am again.
    18. I_Am_Icqrus
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      Ugh the life, why can't we just reset it and start anew
    19. Vocaloiid
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      Who was your mentor when staff if I may ask?
      1. I_Am_Icqrus
        I_Am_Icqrus
        Oct 24, 2018
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        Trainee mentor BreezeBlockss, Mod mentor ProtonOrange, RP mentor coralines
      2. I_Am_Icqrus
        I_Am_Icqrus
        Oct 24, 2018
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        Why do you ask?
      3. Vocaloiid
        Vocaloiid
        Oct 24, 2018
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        Ah, just wondering is all.
    20. I_Am_Icqrus
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      A considerably faster internet has been installed today in my house. I still have slower connection since my computer is on the first floor, but it should be enough for me to be able to browse the internet and play games without lag issues. We'll see.
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    An awkward nerd without a guide book.
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    Wisdom and strength from the depths,
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