A weird response, kind of almost half-rude in hindsight. But for me, someone used to being in the shadows on Mineplex with a select group of friends- the Clans Management Lead responding was a huge thing. Felt like I had a reason to try to be better. It gave me a boost that helped me quit alting, and eventually hacking.

I think that there's a lot people can say to you. They can tell you it's wrong, they can tell you you need to stop. But these are words that meant nothing to me, coming from other people. They've got to come from you. I don't think there's anything inherently wrong with the act of cheating in itself, all it is is a modified client. What's wrong is that it ruins the experience for YOU in the long-run, and for others in the short-term. We all play this game for enjoyment in the end, rarely for a "career" opportunity.

When you do something like cheating, you might get that immediate release, but if you're like me- someone who's been here for years and will be here for years, the short term isn't enough. It's the people around you and the enjoyment you get from their camaraderie that means a lot.

Wait out your ban, come back (potentially appeal the blacklist saying you're sorry in 30 days), and try to do better. That's all anyone can ever ask. I forgive you.

- Fallen

thanks fallen u the TRUE g