God it smells on this profile
Sorry I forgot to put deodorant on today :/ :/
Almost 2 weeks until university starts back again! Ready to work hard for my final year and cry a few tears over a dissertation. I'm excited to learn again, but with everything being so different I'm a little apprehensive. I only have one module and my dissertation this semester which means barely any contact hours and when I do it will be online. Hopefully by the end of my final year there may be more normality and I can actually have a graduation, but who even knows anymore. Hope everyone's educational year is going well and good luck to anyone starting soon! Although things are difficult and challenging, we can do it :D
In terms of Mineplex, I'm still really enjoying being a staff member again. Would be nice to join a subteam or two in the next few months, but for now it's going good!
Glad to see you enjoying your time on the staff team again, make a difference with that mod tag! Gl in your next year of uni!
Back in October 2019, I resigned for mental health reasons. I was so overwhelmed by everything in my life and was sick of not getting anywhere with what I was doing. I began to ignore a few of my MP duties due to social anxiety and a constant fear that I was incapable of doing anything. After that, I sought help with the motivation of really getting to the root of it this time.
Fast forward to now. Today I finished my last CBT session. I can't describe how happy and proud of myself I am. I feel like a different person who has a completely different mindset in terms of what people think of me and any form of social interaction. Social anxiety no longer rules my life as much as it used to. After struggling for so long I feel so free and happy that I finally found something that works for me. Not going to lie, it was difficult. I'm not perfect and have a lot to work on, but I believe I have the correct skills and knowledge to progress.
I wasn't originally going to share this, but it's important to share your successes and I'm proud of myself for tackling something which ruled my life for so long. It's also important that we talk about mental health. I remember being a teenager and having no hope about my future or ever getting better. Today I am proud of myself for getting through it. Things can always get better and there are many ways in which you can receive help, although it may not seem like it sometimes. If you're struggling, please seek help or talk to someone.
I am extremely grateful to have a place like MP where I just feel at home. I still struggle to make friends, but this place truly feels welcoming and like a home to me.
Honestly, I am really happy to hear about how you're feeling better within yourself and I'm definitely here celebrating your success with this alongside you. It's always nice to see people being open about their more challenging journeys, it's really inspiring especially to me as I can relate to a lot of what you've shared! <3
Congratulations, I'm so happy you managed to get help and are now in a far better place. <3
hi Breezeblockss im your fans
Luv my fans xoxoxoxoxo ty
Glad to see alt-j's fun becoming mod <3
taro best song tho don't even argue
Thank you haha <3 Okay you win, Taro is a the best song
Congrats on Mod!
Grats on Modddd! :D
Congrats on Mod Breeze, you deserve thisss! <3
Thank you! <3
Early promotion to moderator 08/01/20!
I can't believe that my time as a trainee has already come to an end. I had the best time being a trainee and I learned so much. Excited to continue my journey in the staff team and do big boi moderator things now yay.
Thank you! :D
I've been a trainee for over a week now and so far I'm really enjoying it! Getting back into the swing of things happened quicker than I imagined. I think most MP knowledge is submerged in my brain forever. Part of me was scared that it might not be the right decision, but it has been great so far. Being here just feels right and I love moderating and doing staff team work. Now that I've gotten used to things again and feel more settled I feel like I can step up my work a bit more. I'm looking forward to what is to come for the rest of my trial :D
You definitely deserved it! Glad it's working out :)
Happy for you Breeze :)