lol i was muted in the mineplex discord
i don't know why i cut myself,
God, give me a sign oh help,
I won't cry it'll be fine, I'll take my last breath,
Push it out my chest 'til there's nothing left
have you ever met a living legend,
Just a real friend?
Who planned his end and where do I begin, you said it was pretend,
but when the bullet went through, it took more than just you,
it took two, it was you it was me hit suddenly
how could someone say they're helpless and then they act so selfish,
you put me through hell with this, so **** you lets just end this!
and what about our friendship? but what you did was senseless
you thought you found an exit? like I said let's end this
the loss by Hollywood undead
trigger warning btw
how do i still have immortal m8
i did a cover
i was running in circles
i hurt myself
just to find my purpose
everything was so worthless
i didn’t deserve this
but to me you were perfect
RIP to my mental health :)
hey everyone who for some reason is viewing my wall
you'll probably notice a large decrease in my activity on the website, discord, and java server, and for a few reasons.
1. biggest reason: i was recently accepted to the moderation team of a discord server with nearly 50 thousand members. i need to devote a lot of time there to avoid being demoted, and to keep my sanity intact while im moderating that server
2. ive been very unhappy with the current view of the community towards both the staff team and other community members. i love the community and i love the staff team, but unfortunately the staff team has received a lot of hate. i definitely love both the community and the staff team, but i cant stand to watch whats happening between them (some other community members love the staff team as well, so take that with a grain of salt.)
3. along with the server with 50k members, i am also the assistant to the director of another part of the network, as well as a junior mod. i have to devote a lot of time to both of them.
ill probably wait until my immortal runs out to become very inactive. and i will continue with the CRMP. please apply if you want.
ill also stay on the CMP because i still really love mineplex, just need a break.
CRMP is gone, i left CMP, and i feel less strongly about the staff team (except a few of the staff members, like my old mentor and mentor assistant from cmp)
seems like all we had is over now
and left to rest
and my tears are dried up now
you can slay without a sound
seems like all we had, is over now
and left to rest
and my fears are over now
I can leave with my head down...
(just some song lyrics)
the song is black dahlia by hollywood undead. it's a great song, but can make you cry if your head is not in a good place
i will put that on my list of songs to listen too
tyty i decided i wanted to get it and see what it was like haha
ugh pokemon diamond is like 130 usd on amazon :( that’s a lot
ok i beat white but now i’m looking for my lost copy of alpha sapphire... please help...
i'm tempted to play alpha sapphire myself now skaSJGjfgjf
so for some reason my life has turned into playing pokémon white during my free time and i have no idea why .-. so if i’m not active, that’s why
i have over 999 hours on black so understandable
Hey man! Ik we just met each other recently, but you are always so helpful in the help section immediately responding with helpful answers! You seem to have a pretty extensive knowledge about the server, so I think you are a really good candidate for the staff team! I hope we can meet each other in game one day and get to know each other better :D
tbh: i'm a little concerned about when you liked my post and your last activity status... oh well, sleep is for the weak amirite?
we've only had a few short conversations, but from that i can already tell that you're an extremely nice person and you're very dedicated to making mineplex better.
i've only ever seen you in-game once during a skywars game, but hopefully when i get off leave i'll find more time to play skywars
i definitely think you should apply for staff again when you have more time. i know you said you aren't the best at writing applications, but you shouldn't let that stop you at all if it's something you truly want (:
also umbreon omg, definitely the second best eeveelution (first is glaceon ofc) i'm glad to see there are other people who enjoy pokémon and that the game didn't just die down completely like i thought it would a few years back
haha i’m not totally sure what my last activity status was when i got off. it was super late last night and i was very tired haha
thank you so much for all of the kind words <3 you definitely should try to play skywars more when you can, because in my opinion it’s the best game on mineplex ;)
yesssss!! i loove umbreon and glaceon!!! my old discord profile picture was actually a glaceon before i changed it to umbreon! i try to play pokémon every now and then when i have the time, but i really don’t have the time haha.
Honest message (TBH):
We've never talked and I don't really remember you from when I was previously active on Mineplex. You seem to be a kind person with empathy and understanding for others and good intentions. Unfortunately I'm the same person who once thought that Kirby was a pokemon so I'm more or less the opposite of a pokemon enthusiast, but there seem to be many others who dig them as well. I suggest you to pick a few role models on the server and determine what you can use from them to help yourself develop, as that is what got me to Trainee when I was applying for the first time. I'm sure that you've got everything needed to reach that goal. Don't overwork yourself though, just enjoy the process. If you would like to talk more about that or anything else, feel free to message me.
Hopefully you'll stick around for a while, I'm looking forward to seeing you progress.
aww thank you! <3<3
yeah i don't remember you when I was on enjin back before the website changed, but I have seen you around recently.
as far as role models go, I have some pretty good ones. being part of the CMP has certainly helped me as far as having role models goes haha.
I definitely try to not overwork myself, that's why I've left behind a lot of things actually.
Ah so you were active in the Enjin days? I didn't have my current name back then, but I doubt any of my past ones would sound familiar to you.
i was unfortunately too active in the enjin days actually haha. i got myself in quite a few bad situations because of stuff i would do and say on the old website... but that’s the old me, i definitely feel like i’ve changed since then haha
it’s possible your name would sound familiar, but i’m not sure because i wasn’t the closest with other people haha
Please read this thread. I worked very hard on the idea for this and I really want to help make Mineplex a better place. :)
so i noticed that my maturity level significantly drops when i enter #casual in the mineplex discord, so i’m going to be avoiding that channel (and the rest of the discord, for the most part) for a while. i would hate to see my maturity level drop so much that i literally change the person i am. so that’s why you won’t be seeing me active there anymore. you’ll probably see me in #questions though ;)
Chatting there kind of requires a behavioral shift for most people. I send messages there from time to time for the memes but it's never anything productive, in fact, the one time I got on a few months ago some false accusations were thrown at me. So yeah, you're not alone in that decision.
Hey man! By the looks of your posts, you seem like an intelligent user on the network. Ever thinking about going for staff ;o
i agree with this entire statement
haha thank you <3
i’ve definitely considered applying and have in the past, but i’ve been denied each time. i’m not the most skilled with writing applications haha. i’m currently too busy right now to dedicate enough time into Mineplex for joining the staff team, but if i can get my activity in-game up, i will for sure go for it again!
i always think “one day i’ll have the active forum user title!” then i look at my posts...
ur bad lmao